Keep Distance, Drive Slow

This is weird. Everytime I realize someone is crushing on me, Suddenly--Its like there could be no one more annoying! It kind of grosses me out--- "ME n YOU? eeewwwwwwww--! No f-ing way! And inspite of how great that person is, I somehow turn blind to all of their good qualities and think of them as being lame! And I am never, ever nice to them---I kinda feel guilty later--But its more like a reflex. I can't help it!